It is officially now 18 months since Harry passed over.
Today I feel ... acceptance.
There is still a jagged scar, which I will have for life, where the huge, gaping hole that ripped open in my heart when Harry passed away is healing over.
Yes, my heart is mending - but it will never be the same.
Yes, I am learning how to live without my wee Prince Harry, our Huggypet, our Hares-y-Bares-y.
Yes, today I am experiencing happiness, joy over being back in our home, anticipation over Sebastien's upcoming birth, loving having Lydia home for lunch and our play time together after school (we played Barbies ...).
But every day there is also a thread of sadness. Still missing Harry every day.
Mummy loves you my sweet Prince.
Love,
Cynthia
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
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Hi guys, thanks so much for sharing what you have. I have a niece who has the Rhabdoid thing. She had it in the throat and the initial response to chemo was sufficient to reduce the tumour to an operable size, however it's location meant we couldnt get a sufficient margin to remove all cancer cells. It has returned and seems to be developing resistance to the chemo protocol we have been using. We are looking for options.
I would be keen to get a better idea of the other therapies that you guys tried as I believe that prayer through to surgery is needed. Could you post the info that you have?
Thanks muchly. BTW, my nieces name is Leila.
Cheers
Paul. Australia
I have been following your blog for sometime now. A good friend of mine knows a wonderful family who will soon be on a journey without their little girl. Could you please send some prayers their way?I believe that your prayers will help them on the journey that they are about to begin.
http://laylagrace.org/
I will indeed pray for Layla Grace and her family, as they walk this very, very, very hard part of their journey together.
Peace,
Cynthia
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